I did it!

So just about 20 minutes ago I was finally able to take a shower today and when I got out finally talked myself into just going for it.
For the first time since that nightmare weight I weighed myself. I am at 295! I'll take it. I never thought I'd be so happy to see that weight. But compared to 300 for me it's amazing.
Now one of these days I'll just have to figure out how to get down another 100 lbs. But for now I'm just resting and drinking lots of water. My LittleOne was throwing up last week, and finally got over it. But today I started, bleh. This too will pass, and I will respect my body. My body is worth it!