I have never believed in extremes, yet part of me is starting to wonder if I'll have to do something big to get where I feel I need to be. Even though my weight is at 290, everytime I think about it the numbers 190 keep coming to mind. I wonder if I could actually reach that weight. I have only dreamed of that. But... Well I'm wondering. I keep thinking of doing something like cutting bread and dairy out of my diet for a month or something and see what happens. I'm not sure though. I know that things like that only help if you are going to commit to a change in your life. I don't think I could do a permanent change. But I want to be healthier.
I'm now thinking that my options with my ankles are decreasing. I haven't even been able to do any yoga this week because of my ankles. Its getting bad.
I wan to be healthy. I want to feel better. I want to be capable, and feel capable of the things I'm passionate about. What's it going to take? I am actually capable of hearing the answer to that?
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